who needs streetlights when we've got stars

waiting for jay and the fam to get here for christmas eve dinner. my mom is struggling with the concept that i no longer eat red meat. it rained today, how awesome is that?! a whole week of shitty awful snow and ice and for christmas, well shit, we got rain of course. 

really weird that christmas is tomorrow. its been such a different feel for the holidays.  at least i managed to get my parents christmas gifts? im such a great daughter, shoooot. 

things are picking themselves up nicely i do say so myself. i got a call from HIP. i need to call amy to plan the rest of my life. i really just want to be okay with taking risks and living it and doing it and being me and not caring anymore about consequences. im trying. 

oh, and go see seven pounds. it will change your life.