food shopping

for some reason makes me feel like i have some control over my life. 

i still have a lump on the back of my neck :[ fuckshit.

whitney says she's hopefully coming by june, and i'd really really love that! i like excuses for roadtrips

and shhh ... secret ... im rethinking this whole not leaving maine thing. but i dont really know what im thinking so that could be a load of crap. i guess we'll see =/ so busy for the next few days, i hope i find time to read the new buddy wakefield book i got last night! ps my mom is the best ever, i wish i let her know that more often. IF YOU LOVE YOUR MOTHER or sisiter or auntie or grandma or neighbor, let them fucking know dudes!