victory explosions

i could watch victory explosions over and over and over and over

i need to be up and showered in four hours

and i'll tell you what 

i'm nervous of flying. 

i love traveling. i love driving. i love trains. 

i hate flying. especially after watching passengers. and thinking about LOST. and watching Taken. okay, taken has nothing to do with flying, just the traveling part. 

woo for being a scaredy cat. eff em elle. 

i know i'm not going to die. but just the thought that any moment your world could be shattered, completely broken...

i have so much left to say. 

this whole actual thinking thing,

it's making me realize a lot. 

i don't know if i like it yet.

but if it can turn an irrational fear into productivity, then shoot, i'm in. 

because fear is the enemy.