Saturday, December 26, 2009

december 26 2009

i am so sorry that we were so horrible to each other when we were. i am sorry that i will love you with all my heart had. i am sorry i couldn't be there for you and catch your breath like you needed. i am sorry i was scared and selfish and too quick to end a beginning that could have lasted me a lifetime. i am sorry i took it too far with not enough grace. i am sorry i let you brush me off your cold shoulder and let you tell me how i had changed. i am sorry for your loss and your pain and your suffering. i am sorry for your blind path, your unforseen future. i am sorry i left you alone. i am sorry you no longer need me like i need you. i am sorry i fell back on you and let myself be a person who's content and drive i hated. i am sorry this hurts like hell and i can't say a damn thing to your naked face about it. i am sorry our dreams could never be a reality.

and somehow, i am still wishing the best for you.

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