but i'm just going to go smoke a cigarette and sit outside and let it come. i'm worried boyfriends still upset with me because yesterday i just felt like a needy overtexting whore. but i voiced my worry and then let it go. and i'm still worried because i know late night hospital calls and crying calls and wow i really fucked shit up calls happen. but that's just me being an overanxious weirdo. and i'm going to stop riiiight now. and go smoke.
goals for today:
drink more orange juice
walk the wall
get mothers day stuff together
more laundry
everyday goals:
remain honest and up front; say what youre thinking and feeling, no matter how lame you think it is. everyone perceives differently
more walking, more morning activity to boost brain flow and happy stuff
write every day. write it out. write and make sense and then deal.
eat more fresh produce, and less 711 food (sorry crackhead man who likes my bum)
take care of and pride in the body
stay positive and level headed
do not do things you are sorry for. because if you're sorry, then why did you do it in the first place
realize each and every day is a new slate. the main goal is to fill it with as much love and happiness as possible, and to banish as much anxiety and worry and sadness and anger as possible.
okey smoke and oj tiiiiime yes.
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